about the past

i still cant get over you,
i still cant.
please help me.i dunno what's going on between us.u& me,it was a lovely story.our love story starts,when i thought u're the most annoying person in the world back then.everytime,u passed me with ur green baju mlayu,u're always giggled there with ur friends.and i find that was annoying.and i kept on hearing ur names,well from my bestie darel.
at first,i didnt bothered much when u text me..but i have a bit feelngs towards you..when u were dating with the gal,i pretend not to look at you,but actually,i looked at you when you're not even looking..till the day,i did a prank call to u..and then it starts.u're such a sweet person..i can remembered how u would acted when i was around..i can c ur face blushed when ur friends teased you..
1 km away,i can see ur widest smile when u saw me waving at you..our love was great..we made promises to each other..and i still kept ur doll..and i dont want to throw it away..it all just lies wan..and it surprised me,u remembered my full name even i didnt know u dat tyme..we're both going out..and untill that day..u bought me the little teddy keychain..and gave it to me..i was so happy..and i loved it so much..too bad the teddy lost his arms..we would texted each other,every single days..every nite...and i could see ur smile..
i always remembered u could called me ham2..and i called u miao2..sad nw..i wish u were with me..too bad..u were with her rite now..

a sad moment

how i wished that this wouldnt turned to be this way?how wish i could return back to the time that i made a mistake to u?im such a fool.m trying hard to get over him.he's rite now happy with his new gal while im d one who stuck with our memories.i know u're not that kind of person.and i know,u're not mean.and never will.i want to hear from urself.that's all lies.it broke my heart when she answered the call and telling u were still asleep.it hurts deeper.i made a lot of promises with you.we were so happy back then..y?y?y u did diz to me..u broke up with me..d nite before our 1st year anniversary.well,its easy to say dat i can forget u.but truthfully,i cant.i just wish u could read diz.i wish u knew i love u more than u could have imagined..i wished everythg was normal..just like back then..i wish u were in love with me once again..how could u do diz to me..i love u always,and for now,be happy with the gal tht u re currently in love now..i couldnt imagined,u played our songs to her..she took u away from me..it likes i have been robbed.i dun even know what to say.im trying to move on..and sadly,if i did,i wouldnt turned back anymore.i will kept on looking forward.if i do so,it hurts me deeper.and deeper.the wounds are still there.at my chest.only me,and god know,how it felt..it aint easy..