another day of boredom

study,study,study,till my head felt wanna explode.try to open my facebook page,still didnt managed to open it.few weeks to go.and am going back to miri..for 2 months!!!!im not in the mood rite now.i mish him so badly.(T.T)and i hope u felt the same way my dear.wish me luck.:)

6.29 pm

this coming week is my final exam.I am not fully prepared.crossed my finger.hopefully everything will be fine.yesterday,something makes me dissapointed.a lot.wish i never knew about this.its hurting me.maybe i am the one who is too sensitive or just im not the lucky one.im being nice to people,but they just dont appreciate my efforts.i started to piss off.i should just hide my feelings.and pretend there's nothing happened.this is what happened when you are totally NOTHING.im not smart,yet not pretty.but just a simple girl trying hard to get through with my life.sometimes, i need space.for myself.rite now,kinda broke becoz overspent.:(

and it is nothing wrong for me to plan to buy smthg for my self rite?erm.let me think.A LOT.but rite now im thinking of my boi.wanna spend time with him.it is not fair for him if i spend too much time wif my peeps.love u so much.