geeks Rule

today..i was so busy online and started to notice something.my friends in my facebook and friendster.Some of them..i am not sure how to say this.But they have become very weird.U know,ever since that particular person has added me in her FB/FS,she didnt even drop a comment to my page.But that's just fine.What i saw was she was busy giving comments to her other friends which is i dont think she even close to them.What i am trying to say is,people are giving more attention to those smart people.Well,rite now i am taking diploma..but if compared to them,i am far away behind.And im not being sponsored or getting those special treatments when im in this university since i'm not doing well in my study.When i sat in the class,i could see cliques.The smart geeks,the jokers,the bimbos,the famous one,the poplar one,the athletes and many more.I am not sure i am in which category.But the geeks are usually get the attention.haha.This is not like the west just like in the movies..people adore the famous one and popular one..
GEeks cant be cool.Unless there were some makeovers.Perhaps,i should be one of the geeks?studying till morning and neglect all my entertainments?erm..wanna do it in my way."study hard,play hard"

Tomorrow is monday.Formal day.I didn't manage to iron my clothes yet..(-_-)
No matter i try so hard to look cool,and act cool.I still didn't get the spotlight.:(
I still get the "u r spoiled girl and u dont have a brain" look from people.I try to be nice.yeah.so hard.But people are always did that to me.Its time to change.
1.study hard
2.get good pointer
3.dress up nicely
4.diet to the maximum
5.talk to people nicely
6.dont talk rubbish(yawn)
7.get to know all the latest books(im not a bookworm) and movies
8.follow the rules
9.do some baking at home
10.switch r&b to jazz

ahhhhhhhhhhh.that is so not me.I cant change myself
solutions:be urself.If they like you,they will accept you.

Let me decribe things about myself,i am the girl who loves to spend her time with the people that she loved,and try to be individual.I am not the one who always act like characters in drama series such as gossip girls.I am the girl that enjoyed and love to make friends with people if the people are friendly to me.If i told you i love somthg,that's mean i really meant it.Some of my friends did say i have already forgotten them.That's not an excuse to bring me down and as i know,you are the one who always envied me all the time and forgets me all the time.Dont ever try to mess with me.I can be nice,i can be loving and i can be ur worst enemy.I am into R&B and techno because honestly,i love music.And if i have talent i would go further.:p
I can be a good listener if u listened to me.I am always try to be individuality.I love pink.I want to rules my own country if i get to be a president and named my country Pink Kingdom.And every monday, all the citizens would wear pink clothes.And the whole street would be in pink color.Even guys MUST wear pink and love pink too in PInk KIngdom.ahaha.My fantasy.Genius isn't it?
I love to chill out with my friends till morning.This is what i do.I dont like to talk ill about people as what some other girls love to do.I coloured my hair whenever i felt like i want to do it.I go for pink as my colour last year and get caught by "most" favorite person in my UNi,the guards.
Dont try to act as if you are good in front of me,but you were not.
I want to be idolized.I want to be the person people who would be proud of to be friend with.I love to socialize with friendly people.And that is me.I am not the one who sit in my room and read books.I prefered fashion magazine because i love fashion so much that i want to have my own lines one day.Insyaallah.I want to be the trend setter.Let people remember my name.And i wont forget yours if you remember mine.:p.I love to enjoy myself so much that i dont even care what's on your mind.Dont simply judge me.


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love
saza