saturday

Boulevard..us..sue,me and sya

food court boulevard..love youuu

My sis bring me out today..went shopping..then around 2,i called sue,and sya which are my closest friend to hang out with me.We went to boulevard and meet our friends..and my handphone was low battery..and my sayang was upset..sorry about that sayang..i promised wont do it again..waa..





..and we went to see our cute friend Siti which was working at the boulevard there.There was an event which promoted Batik from Terengganu..
i was thinking about something..how do we look like in 10 years later?maybe we are getting some wrinkles..omg..next year,we will be 20 years old.I can't believe it!!
I have known Sya and Sue since i was 13..now we are 19..wow.it has been 6 years.hope our friendship lasts forever...:D
stjoe rulez.

xoxo
saza

emo..

location:esplanade,miri,sarawak.
time:4.45 pm
weather:hot.

will never look back..

forget about everything..

it sounds simple.As long as you try,then it works.
my advice for myself(not my advice actually..haha..good friend of mine,charles's advice)
"we try to c gud thgs about someone and try not to look for their weaknesses.."


then i realized..he was right..eventhough the person is being a snob or anythg..i still try to see what's good about them..what makes me still wanna stick with them..and i am sincere to be their friend..and always be there for them..don't worry..:)
just be yourself..then u feel great..


i am always..i mean always kinda lost..and try to be someone else..then one day..this gud fwen of mine,teten told me something(already forgot)which makes me realized about everything.who was being a real friend,who was faking it,who was being a parasite the whole time..



and my boyfriend..yeah..i really love him..he accepted me for who i am..and he taught me a lot of things..i must admit..i'm quite selfish last time when it comes to relationship..it's always been about me..me...me...me...



but now,i have you my dear.never thought the boy that i always geram..and i did prank calls to him..is my boyfriend now.haha.
love ya..

parasitism-a relationship between two organisms whereas one is being harmed and one get the benefits.haha.

then,i am.. trying so hard..to achieve(that was my principal's favourite word when i was in stjoe)what i have dreamed..insyaallah.i hope i can make it.



People adore $$$$$
People can't live without $$$$$$
$$$$$$ can't buy everything
i know.
haha
use your brain la..and managed ur $$$$$ wisely..

few days b4 going back to miri(after my final papers)

i wanna be her.haha.

At big apple,i prefered my donuts wif cheese..cheesy..
I'm not a patient lady..hahaha..where's my donuts?????

my ceeka(sista) and me..was paying for donuts.fat kids who love sweet stuffs.hahaha.

me and my daddy at the spring..$$$$$

my sis emoe?haha.cheer up girl.

pouting my lips..haha..what are you looking at?my evil twin..feyro(my borther).some people thought that we are twins...haha..i am one year younger than him..and obviously smarter than him but lazy..hahaha.(bragged about myself too much)perasan..hahah.:P

waiting for d food..haha..my funny uncle was quite shy over there..haha..

a pix of my sis ceeka and me..candid.haha.my bro loves to take pix..hahaha..me a wannabe model was pleased to be one of his "arts"..hahaha.he is a blogger too...and he always carry a camera with him...

yummy dimsum..i juz cant get enuf of these.my favourite!

another day

so bored while waiting for my brother..he has physic paper on that day..
after 6 fucking months,i managed to get a good sleep..there's nothing new about miri..
ahh..yes..i forgot
1.secret recipe
2.starbucks
3.soho(i tot it was a clubbing place juz lyke in kch but it turns out to be a cafe)
4.what else..hahaha

my besties are not here..darel,ecy,mek..waaa.i need all of u.u r my drugs..hahaha.just now i saw some pix at amoebar in friendster..cool..costume party..envy them.

rainy day,,

im so into Louise Bagshawe's books rite now.haha.today,i decided to go for a jog..but it was raining..i guess i juz have to wait another day again..i wanted to lose my weight..my current weight is 47.5 kg..and i want to make it around 44 or 43 kg..plus,i have a flabby tummy..scared oo..later got people spreading rumours dat i am pregnant.you know who you are right?i dont have to mentioned ur names.always badmouthed about people.i felt sorry for you rite now..
if i compared myself to you,i am soooo better than you.living a healthy life,no illegal stufss,juz feeling free..all by myself..and you?involved in dat kind of thing,and hey,people do talked about you.we'll see.who will be better in the future.i mean in terms of cashh,how much u earned,life and many more.
But i already forgive you.Its been a long time ago..see?im such a kind hearted person.(yeah rite).hahaha.(evil laughs)


just now my boi text me..huhu..he wrote these:

S-sweet
A-attractive
Z-zz(tdo)
A-adorable
R-rich wif manjakness
I-Innocent
E-Emotional
M-Marry me
A-And i'll make you happy
my name..so sweet.haha..
I'll make one for you

K-kind
H-honest
A-amazing
I-innocent
R-rock my world
U-understanding
L-loba..haha.no la..loving
I-irresistable
Z-zzzz(tdo)
W-wanted
A-appreciate
N-never.i will never leave you.

Just dance
ryte now,m listening to diz song.

.i love her shades.:D
super cool and vintage.
not to forget,her blonde hair.gorgeous.

guilty.

i have found myself guilty for not telling my good friend that his boyfriend has cheated on her.
omg.haha.u know what, he is a good actor.wow.he should win a trophy.ahah.best actor of the year.
my friend is obviously pretty,smart..aiya..juz be grateful that she wants you...should i tell her???ahaa.i dont think so..becoz my friend was so MADLY AND BLINDLY in love wif dat dude.i know im not dat ALIM and perform my prayers 5 times a day but at least i have a brain and still can think.
to my good friend,
hope you find a nice dude out there that suits you.
to her cheating boifren,
lets face it.who wants you anyway.they juz want ur money laaa..

jaja

saza=jaja.haha.only my closest friend called me that name.A picture of me,ecy my bestie n kvin.Thanx 4 d pix kvin

A pix of my sayang,me and pjie kawaii in the car.I think my make up was too heavy.but,hey,who cares.haha.

me and my bebehs...love ya all...sayang,i love youuu

try to be cute n kawaii..^_^ but failed.hehehe.chubby look!

At the beach,with my sayang...and pjie's name was behind us..waa..

Henna on our hands,d sweet gal did the henna for us.RM7.not bad.Ecy is the one who insisted on doing the henna juz becoz she wanted to show her hand to her boi.haha.ecy2.u got me.


I misssed my red hair...stupid uitm guards.
why we cant coloured our hair?I mean this is no more school life.THIS IS UNIVERSITY..Is it wrong when u try to look different from everybody?
Lame stuffs at my uni
1.no coloured hair
2.no sexy outfit
3.no long hair(for boys)
4.no jalan2 around the campus after 11 pm
5.typical thinking
6.seniorss..arghh
7.typical thinking..huhu
8.close minded people
9.some of diz type of ppl love to spread stupid rumours(got diz sarikei gal telling everyone dat my friend is being raped by orang minyak)
10.ohh..not to forget...their services..very rude..
11.erm..no privacies..


Good things about my university ********
1.cheap fees
2.free food per day(RM4)
3.erm..i think dats it.haha

for cyg

I am not good at this.But here goes,



Love,
Hard to define,
A great feelings,
A mixture of love,care and loyalty
The presence of you
In my life
Changed my life
Its like i am alive again
You are everything good in my life
And I never thought,
the one that i really loved now,
Is the one that i didn't expected
He was always there
Luckily I have you
And i want to tell you everyday,
that I Love you.

my days

a pix of us.wan and me.my sayang at library at my uni.He helped me a lot to go through all of my weaknesses.Thank you my dear.Things will never be the same without you.Now,he is my lover,my boi,my best buddy.Good moments with you sayang.hee.



I need entertainment.Seriously.I need him.I need myself.Haha.This is a picture of me before the night out with my girls.Don't judge me if you don't even know me.I am still the same person for the last few years and I still remained the same.It just that,when we were in secondary school,we still did not know what we want in life.But now, I know what I want and I must get it.When we grow up,things do changed.The way we think do change and differ from each other.=D

I just finished my second semester.Yeah.But i am going to miss my sayang..I didnt sleep well since the day of exam started.Wow.I'm so stressed out because my carrymarks was not that good.I cant blame anyone for that.Maybe I get distracted with my love's life thingy.Sux."play hard,party hard"
I am gonna miss my bebehs in cat city..my coursemates..my roommates..my clubmates..I just wish i passed my BIOLOGY 150 this semester.Please2.Hopefully my lecturer is very kind-hearted even though i know it wont happened. :( On the last day of the examinations,I meet my sayang.And i told him more than 5 times that i am gonna miss him..haha..i know it's lame.haha.I just wish i could put him inside my luggage and bring him home.And surprised my mom.Haha.



i woke up late this morning.sigh.just because i have to send my younger brother for his tuition class.call me a lazybone or anything.when it comes to wake up in the early morning,big NO-NO.haha.Then,i went to my shop to buy reload coupons for my celcom number.yeah.i cant live without my phones.Although they are not smart phones or PDA,but i still love them.haha.i just wish i could own one.:D
I just cant imagine if my life is without my handphones.If the dude who create the phones didn't create phones,i wonder how the world would be like without handphones.I cant text my beloved boyfriend,i can not keep in touch with my friends.In case my car broke down,I can not do anything but just wishing for a miracle to happen.i'm not a superman or what.haha.But we have similarity.."S"haha..:D

Last night was a heavy rain in town.I had to drive 40km/h because the weather was so bad.Lies.haha.It's been a while I didn't meet my friends in Miri.Last night,our planner for our gathering(not officially),Lan decided to lepak at my coffee shop.We are so loud.yeah.Who cares.Then,the funny thing was,their jokes are killing.Seriously.Btw,i am sorry darel.I didn't know he was there also.I talked to him just a little. :D

my bebehs

having great tyme at d beach..

happiness.no fake.diz is real

our wan..haha..candid.

our kawaii mermaid.hahah..

me,my coursemates n my soulmate,haha.love u all.

at matang...heheh..

us.charles,vincent,ecy,me n my syg..enjoy d nyte..

ahahah.funny2.
friends are always be there for us when we need them..im sooo grateful to have them in my life.without all of you,things would be different.and i am so moving on.hehe.my new boi.mwahx

my important bebeh
name:khairulizwan
age:19
status:taken by me
expertise:merajuk

my next bebeh
name:tracy
nickname:ecy
expertise:being cute

name:tracy
yeah,i have two tracys.
nickname:mek
expertise:loveable
status:consider married..haha

name:darel
my crime partner
expertise:prank call
clubmate,bestie

name:pjie
age:19
status:nt sure
love kawaii
haha