ANGER

I AM SO MAD RITE NOW TILL I COULD NOT EXPRESS THEM.

scandal!!

Sure all boys want a hot gal lyke her.
Rich,famous,hot body,shiny hair,pretty face,

What caused this problem?
Why do you want to have a scandal?
IF ur scandal as hot as her.wow.thumbs up for you!
but,do u think its worth?lying to the person that you loved?And a message to all the scandals out there,
is it really exciting to see other people's relationship destroyed?if this happened to you,then u know how it felt.one word for you.Pathetic.
Hahaha.
I just felt bad to see this type of people are still not ashamed of what they have did to other people.Well,sumtymes your stupidity will leads to another.Secret lover?Haha.I bet it wont last long.If they loved you,its not all about the sweet words they texted to you everyday.Its about the feeling that u felt,the desire that u wants to own them.haih.Im not a Shakespeare.Not expertise in love thingy.But we learnt from our past.ahah

my saturday 27th

i went out with my sis diz morning..too bad my hp was lowbat and didnt managed to take pix..
we went to kaya toast today,and Fion hair studio,and we went to diz one beauty center near the sun city there..i can't remember d name,but the beauty center is near to a salon..same building.I am having my spa there.The price was quite reasonable.My sister did the hot stones on her back.and she got herself a massage.And i have decided to take the spa.Very calming.But the jacuzzi was okay.Especially the lavender oil.Very calming.My next visit to that place,im going to try the aromatheraphy or the full package for body.My sister paid for me.yeay.Using her credit cards.The staffs there was quite friendly and helpful.I have been a lot to beauty centers,and sometimes the staffs kinda unfriendly and rude.sigh.(-_-)
oh yeah.I forgot.This morning I went to Piasau area.To trim my eyebrows(my eyebrows kinda thick)..then I went to this shop,and the salesgirl er..she looked older..never mind that.She told me that i have to wait and since I'm not a very patient lady,so I went to the saloon next door.To trim my eyebrows there.

Me:Err,u got do eyebrow shaping here ka?
The lady:Yea2.Come in
Me:(quietly just went to the chair)
The lady:(Talking to her friend)Ada mascara dari china ya..nok apa namanya..x brani aku pakey
Her friend:Kenak kah?
The lady:Nok mun ko makey nak,makin panjang bulu mata kau kat ujong ya..bahaya
Her friend:Mascara apa ya?
The lady:Mascara ******,dari China.ujongnya panjang.Tangada patah,tercucok mata lalu buta.X aku bani

Her friend:Ish,Ndak aku bani..
my eyelashes.

what are you trying to say lady?Fuck off lah.U are saying that i'm wearing that type of mascara??Hey,I am blessed with beautiful eyelashes which are not fake since my mom got a lot of mixed.And,I don't wear that type of mascara and I don't wear fake items that you can get at pasar malam.Such as M.A.C and many more.I am using Chanel rite now.Got my friends told me that the M.A.C that are sell at pasar malam there are rejected items.I don't think that kind of brand would sell their rejected items at pasar malam.I mean in KL also got the items.Yeah.In Kch too.Its like everywhere.If there are a lot of rejected items then what's the different you are buying the original one and the rejected one.Is it the rejected items got failure?I don't know.Rumours.When it comes to cosmetics and skin care,I don't dare to buy things like that.Dangerous oo.Maybe got dangerous chemical substances.oh my.Back to the story again.

Just because u are wearing those fake eyelashes,don't simply offend other people.I am your customer.Haih.u and ur workers there are so pathetic.Dont want to talk bad about people.Try yourself and u will know

Too much colours for a yearr

first colour,wannabe angmoh

2nd,cut it short.blonde a bit

3rd,i think brown colour..

4th red and blonde at the fringe



5th blonde at my fringe


6th,pink at the sides

my 7th,pinky fringe

latest

black is just nice.:D
my hair is soo damaged ryte now..omg.treatment please!

More pixxx

This dude.haha.on diz exhibition day which was organised by my faculty..One thing about this dude dat caught our attention was..he made diz glasses with attachable torchlights.haha.
He was still trying to prove that his invention really works.Evil of us.haha.Asking him to demo and we asked a lot of weird2 questions.And we even took his pix.Hope u dont mind aa.haha

me and my bebeh,ecy

ecy n me again..haha

sweet.^_^

This pix was taken by my coursemate,Jimmy..and the airport people kinda mad at us coz we were not allowed to take pix there.haha.

xmasss~!

Our first date.With cayang.haha.

TOo bad..x sempat take pix of us..oh well..its quite nice..to gather around with old friends..and missed them a lot..i met aloy,jessica,tina,tinie,suff,alice,li ping,..haha..i came to tina's house with teten..and darel n nazrid were there too.And im kinda miss this whole thing.I have been so busy with my love life laz tyme,and i regretted it a lot.Because i didn't get a chance to meet my friends.
Lessons that i have learnt: 1.do not neglect ur friends 2.Have a stable life 3.always text with my syg,and try to ambik ati syg. 4.Friends forever 5.Forget that fucking loser. 6.Forget "parasites"


oh.
marry xmas to all my friends.And happy new year!

Forget the past.Learnt from it.Don't stuck yourself in past.
Move on.Enjoy.


Things dat im gonna do in 2009
1.Study like there's no limit!
2.Enjoy to the maximum
3.spend time with wawan cyg..
4.go vacation
5.Respect my parents
6.Enjoy with friends
7.Get to know more people
8.Be nice to my lecturers.
9.Be nice to people
10.try to be hot.ahahha
11.getting slim
12.LOsers and fakers.eliminate them.

my wawan

syg,y our face looks like gsness????

now,it looks better..haha

Wan=Wawan(just to make it sounds manjak)

tomolo xmas

Dear bloggie,today I was so busy,getting my X-Ray done..and went to see for my doctor,picked up my laptop..and my laptop always got the viruses thingy..sux.and there are a lot of pix..i want to upload in my bloggie..

darel and me

candid.

darel,james,mek,ecy,n pjiee

four of us

candid again..haha

cant wait to go back to kch again.i mish all my babe.seriously.can't live without you.especially,my lalink tintaaa

my past

dat tyme..i am the passengers..yawn..dunno how to drive..asking my brother to send me here and there..in diz pix,i was on my way to brunei.mish brunei.The chocolates,and kebabs..ahahah.

us.at nazrid's house
nazrid was in front..nazrid..with his wide smile..hahaha

When i looked at myself few years ago..i smiled.

in my mind,all i think is enjoy la..dat tymee

entertainment..yeah..dats all i care by that time

enjoy to the MAXIMUM
my ex skoolmate(primary school)
our first gath..and our lautze was there oso.

my besties...nasrun was there oso..at the back there..

mish my pinkie slipperrr

us..at our convocation day..they looked like bodyguards to me.haha.jk.

us at lan's house.yeah.lan who was d one who took diz pix.u got talentt.haha.
clbrate raya..

me n manie in d bus
i dunno when diz pix was taken..but Im sure we were on trip..being notty..here and there

kye,me,doul,manie n ct
nice shades.

in diz class..while our teacher was still teaching in front there.omg.we were so in our own world.
nazrid's head.lan?kye,me n manie

caroline,me,manie n my bestie omaaa
my hair looked worst..we went for this one ride.crazy ride...!

i miss omaa.he was my bestiee..u could see almost all the pix he was with me..all the tyme..mr oma..haha..,dearest kye,n crazy aloysious

kye,me,suff,tiena,manie,n sapiq

sapiq,teten,manie,oma,allyz,ct,me,han chiak,and kye

my name is on fireeee..cool~

frens since primary school!
effa.niesa,fara

fooling around.silly us..

i miss diz moments..me with my bestie.Just us.
Happy~
But things has changed.We all have grown up..and go different ways..
Appreciate all the good moments.
Cheers~

saturday

Woke up late this morning,
haih..i was planning to go to Paxen ,but seems like Paxen was crowded with people.Yeap,Xmas is coming..and New Year too.I canceled my plans,then i went out with Teten..She bought this cutie tiny jar for her boyfriend.How sweet.And she's gonna make these tiny stars and put them inside this jar.Sayang want them oso?^_^

And we went to Boulevard there.I ordered my favourite chocolate cheese toast,and she was having her Cendol..After that we have to go to pick up my sis n bro from tution classes.Not much to do for today.
:D

Cant wait to go back to KCH.
I wanna meet my dearest sayang,

xoxo
love you.

Game over.

Another day,i went to Teten's house just now..wow.we have been planning on something..yeay.Can't wait.Our FIRST tyme ever.yeay.
*wink.haha.

And,i have decided.NO more sympathy.I don't give a damn..Okay?I'm so moving on.Enough is enough.What you have done to me is too much.What are you trying to prove to me?Have i done something to you?Well,I am sorry.I don't mean it.I have changed okay?I am no more the type of girl that you can insulted and used whenever you want.I can still remember every moments..Good and bad moments..but rite now,I don't even know who you are.I kept on denying,you're not that type of person.But you are.And I felt so sad about it.And I cried that night,just because of you.I don't know.Why you are being so mean to me?I dont know what are you trying to do.Because I just dont want to know.I dont want to face the facts.

The world has changed.The culture has changed.Everything has changed.You have changed.So am I.
Listen,
I don't know what is inside your mine..I don't know why you always trying to make me felt so bad about myself.I just don't care.But,look at yourself at the mirror.Please respect other people.Don't simply say about other people.What they have done to you.They don't even know you.I am the one who always be there for you.Always.All the time.Starting from now,I just can't stand anymore.I felt useless.

Don't ever think EVERYONE is just like you.I am not.I have faith in my god,Allah.Even though i know i'm not that alim.But you people bragged a lot about the sins that you did and i get sicked of it.
Stop being selfish.Please be realistic.Maybe you just don't get it.
I am sorry.


You have to accept yourself,forgive yourself,forgive everyone.I forgive you.I don't know what is going on in your life.Maybe by hurting other people,make other people felt miserable about themselves makes you happy.And I am sorry.I don't want to be part of your games anymore.Between you and me,this is life.
GAME OVER.

my results

wow..just try to imagine.i try to login my uni's website for every 30 minutes.im being so paranoid..haha
and turns out,i thought my chemistry subject will sure...i am really sure i could get E for my chemistry.that's my worst expectation...or or..i could be kicked out..omg.i lose weight in 3 days..i didn't eat much..and being so paranoid bout this whole thing..
i kept on msging my syg lyke diz
me:im gonna die..im gonna die..
syg:dont say lyke dat..have faith in urself..
me:mok pensan..gonna die..wanna die..
syg:if u say it again,i wont talk to u..
me:(-_-) wanna die..
an at 1 pm lyke dat,i received this one phone call from Bank Islam..

the lady:Is this miss Sazariema?
me:yea.
the lady:owh k..i wanna asked..r u still studying?
me:of course..why?
the lady:oh..we just want to update..that's all.thank you.bye.
me:.....

omg..u still wanna asked me that type of question????why some of my friends didn't received that phone call..sigh..just wish she called me and say.."hey,u have juz won RM1 million"..then i didnt have to worry so much about my results..and can go directly to any dentistry school or college..and working..and earned more money..making business..successful before i'm 30..get married...and have babies..and wanna own a building..own a shopping complex..ahha..dreaming too much.but it's not wrong rite?
dream->hope->hardwork->future?
and..

i did pass!wow..haha..but turns out my bio failed..haih.maybe not enough study or what..but i try hard..gonna mish the field work.sobs.guess i have to do my field work with my juniors.....i did carried away..with all my activities.."mencucok bintang"<-new terms..and i did argue with my own coursemate..well,to be exact..me,and two tracys face to face with that girl..and she did say because of our laziness,we are like "this".i am so offended. and..she accused me and my girls were the one who spread the rumours saying that she is a bitch at the matriculation labuan there.omg,well,maybe she didn't believe us.who would believe us..of course people would trust the innocent faces..DUH.The truth is girl,we don't give a DAMN.We have our own problems to handle,why we would bother about you?What are you trying to say?That we are jealous of your results?I mean your hardworks paid off.Yeah.We'll see in part 3.Then we'll see,who got the better results.

my monday

my cayang

cayang try to be cute.^_^

we dun want the shirts to look so lame..then ...we adjusted it a lil bit.hahaha.
us the trend setter

crazy us.inspired by scary movie.hahaha

few days to go.the result of my final will come out..crossed my fingers.no more repeat subjects!
i cant wait to go back to meet my sayang and celebrate his birthday.20th birthday.my syg is getting old..xmas is coming soon..waa..and new year too..cant wait tht.hee.
today i woke up late again.yea2.i know.im lazy.so what???